Kansas

I wish I could go back

I can recreate the settings

Surround myself with everything I once knew

When the world was yours

I miss the nothingness

The simplicity of my ignorance

It wasn’t perfect

Reality never is

That world held only one fear

It was strong

And I was defenseless

But it was one

The world is no longer yours

Only I am

For this I fear you

And how easily you break me

I know I can’t go back

I have to face what this world holds

The fear of you

The change in me